Roberto became Bobby. Ricardo was called Ritchie. And a name like Perez stuck
out in the predominantly white ranks of the FBI 40 years ago.
Three men told me their stories in Espanola, New Mexico. Three very
different stories with one exception: for all of them, their name and
mother tongue became an issue at one point in their lives.
Roberto started school in the '50s and, despite having the name of
Santiago Luis Roberto Garcia, found himself suddenly addressed as “Bobby” by
his white teacher in a classroom full of Hispanic children.
The same happened to Ricardo Guzmàn 10 years later. His teacher
called him Richard.
Bernardo Perez’s last name singled him out when he joined the
FBI in the '60s and was addressed as “the Spanish speaker.” Perez
did not appreciate the term. Later, he sued the FBI for discrimination,
but not for being offended by the epithet. Rather, the suit was brought
after he and other Hispanics did not receive promotions in the same
way as his Anglo-Saxon colleagues.
To speak Spanish on school grounds was once “verboten”-–forbidden–-in
New Mexico, a state which is rich in traditional Hispanic and Pueblo
Indian cultures. To be called “Mexican” was meant as an
insult; even the name “Chicano,” today a symbol of self-determination
and ethnic pride, was once considered a derogatory term for Mexicans.
Asked how the three define themselves today, the answers could not
be more different. Bernardo Perez calls himself a “plain old
American” and does not care much how people pronounce his last
name. By the way, he and his colleagues won the class-action lawsuit.
Ricardo Guzmàn, the soft-spoken muralist, is Richard for his
Anglo friends and Ricardo for his Hispanic friends. But he insists
that you spell his last name right: Guzmàn, with an accent on
the a.
And Roberto Garcia? The history teacher calls himself, with pride,
a “Northern New Mexico cultural mosaic” with Hispanic,
Native American, French, and Jewish blood in his veins. But please,
don’t call him a “melting pot.” “I am who I
am,” he says, “I know now that we all are unique.”